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Being Pulled Out Of Bed And Touched... I'm Going Crazy!

I've had sleep paralysis for the last 5 years. I'm terrified and I hallucinate every time. I feel a dark presence in my room and I have a hard time falling asleep or being in there even before I fall asleep. I dream scary things and then I wake up, and after a little bit I feel the paralysis hit me.

I've realized the more I fight it the more it hurts me. But I can't help it, I get so scared I need to resist. I have a hard time watching scary movies so you can imagine how I feel actually living it.

Lately, I've been having sleep paralysis and "something" has been touching me. I've felt hands wrapped around my neck suffocating me, hands around my ankles pulling me out of bed, and just last night I felt a gust of wind and a hand moving the hair out of my face hard, and then I'm not sure but what felt like a bunch of rats jumping all over my bed and on my ear.

I try to say "In the name of jesus christ get out of my house" but of course I can't talk and my throat gets really tight, so I try to think it but even that is a hard challenge.

I'm getting really freaked out. I want to believe that this is some sort of science thing where my body is asleep and I'm still in REM but that's kind of hard to believe when I can physically feel hands dragging me out of bed like some kind of Paranormal activity movie. It's driving me insane and every night I dread going to sleep. I don't know what to do anymore.

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Jun 27, 2016
Ok I'll try to help. NEW
by: Anonymous

I think you should tell your parents if you haven't already. Then maybe you could go to the doctors and they could help you. Best hopes. XXX

Jul 08, 2016
I'm going through it too! NEW
by: Anonymous

Hi there, it's extremely difficult to deal with something such as this. I've been experiencing it for about a year now and I can definitely understand exactly what you're going through. It's really frightening and so frustrating that my parents don't understand what it is and I feel like I'm going through it all alone. I've had demons, spirits and all sorts of scary entities grab me and tell me nasty things and up until now I had no idea they were only hallucinations. I kept thinking they were real and I even went seeking spiritual help. I've been saying the name 'Jesus' in my head repeatedly and I feel that works best for me. If you want to talk about it we can find a way to deal with it together, but until then all the best of luck to you! May God be with you as you go to sleep at night. My prayers will be with you. :)

Jan 24, 2018
im I going crazy NEW
by: Anonymous

Sometimes I get the feeling like something is toying with me. I feel like im being pulled out of bed at night. I hallucinate I see myself opening a curtain to let a little light in my room and in this hallucination I keep getting the feeling that im amusing something. At night im terrified I dream that a darkness is in bed with me. I can feel something fighting me at times or touching me. I cant sleep I keep waking up and staring into the darkness. When I do sleep Its always as if im between sleep and wake. Sometimes it's as if I can almost a voice speaking to me. Im grown and yet im terrified. I should be over this. Ive had sleep paralysis since I was a child. Im used to feeling like im being held down. But the floating off the bed to the closet the being pulledoff the being touched the hallucinations the quasi sleep the fighting its all being to wear me Down I cant win I never win im never strong enough no matter how hard I try to fight back. I cant relax to go to sleep im scared out of my mind. Im I going crazy?

Sep 04, 2018
Is it really sleep paralysis? I’m more freaked than ever NEW
by: Anonymous

I’ve had the same episodes but recently it’s become sexual.. I’ve heard that sometimes demons will prey on you and try to make you comfortable.. I’m the most scared I’ve ever been.. I don’t even want to close my eyes ..

Oct 18, 2018
Sleep NEW
by: Anonymous

I've had it since I was five. I lived in a large house with multiple children. I always feel at night or during the day that theirs someone there and when I do I start to fall a sleep but it feels like I'm not the only one. Now I'm older it still happens not as much but it does. Feels like someone takin the comforter off then pulling down. I always respond in my head cause I can't speak, pls leave me alone I'm not what you want and try to mo my legs. But just the same always wake up even though I thought I was already awake. It doesn't happen all the time just sometimes, but it was

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